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Land and livestock demand my full attention these summer days. Rising early to beat the midges and the heat, I wake to sunlight pouring in the eastern window, flooding our little home with sweltering warmth, and the rising dawn cacophony of stonechats chatting, swallows squabbling, magpies cackling, ewes calling for their lambs and our farm ducks quacking for their breakfast. The bustle of the growing season. I roll out of bed and into boots to feed and milk the goats, lead them out to their browse, hike across the hill with a bucket of beet and water for the sheep and then cut browse for the bucks who’ve been penned up away from the female herd because they’re already rutting and their constant harassment of the ladies was getting a bit much, all before coffee.
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Days are long, sun-soaked and thirsty, yet weirdly cold. The land is dry, whipped into swirling dust by an unrelenting north-westerly with a “hard bite” as described by a neighbouring farmer that sucks the dew off the grass and dries the air, and now we haul water and buckets of sugar beet to sheep on parched slopes of overgrazed scrub. Occasional spatters of rain do nothing to moisten the hydrophobic dust that the dry conditions have made of our thin, exposed soils. We’re grateful for our wetlands and scrub during times of drought (although this isn’t so much a drought as slightly dry with an unseasonal flux of extreme temperatures)—heather and gorse rooted into cool, damp rock and clay subsoil can tolerate the lack of surface moisture; thick purple moor grass and a dense canopy of bog myrtle hold moisture and keep growing on low-lying flood pans, while the higher and much drier, exposed slopes of sheep fescue and sweet vernal have come to a worrying standstill: no growth in weeks.
For a month or so of late spring into early summer, rain and warmth combine for lush, rapid growth and there is too much grass and not enough mouths to munch it. But our season of abundant grass is brief. Purple moor grass, Molinia caerulea, the dominant species on our rank, old, wet grasslands, vigorous and swamping in habit, races ahead of the sheep and grows too tough too fast for them. The goats, happy with the coarse forage, get their turn on it now while the wetlands are dry enough to walk on without wetting their feet, the moor grass is high and there are fields of bog myrtle for them to lose themselves in. But for the sheep grazing rotations are stalled until the “good” grasses get some proper rain and milder temperatures and start into growth again.
I don’t generally get caught up in alarmist climate conversations, nor buy into greenwashed, business-as-usual “solutions”—in fact those conversations tend to get my hackles up, especially when they mention cows and emissions in the same breath. We simply do what we have to do to adapt and keep living the best we can in accordance with what we know to be real and true on our little patch of wild land. But sometimes I can’t help feeling a little bit despondent. Airliner jets roaring overhead are a regular interruption to our days of birdsong and bee hum, and the constant, grinding churn of the wind turbines cutting the air above us and keeping us awake at night are a niggling reminder of the world they partially power: a world far, far removed and insulated from the experiences of those of us who live and work on the land, dependent on the proper order of the seasons for a simple, frugal, low-tech livelihood. (The irony of my typing this out to you on lithium-ion batteries and servers powered by those same wind turbines is not lost on me). Yet we are on the front line, hands in the soil and brows beaten by the weather, and the seasons are shifting, unreliable, each year bringing unpredictable and unprecedented challenges. I know the land we’ve chosen to make our living on is particularly challenging, but I also know from my conversations with other farmers that we’re not the only ones struggling with changing weather patterns. I don’t know what the answer is, but I am pretty sure it lies in the land, in reconnecting with our place in the natural order of Creation and not some technological salvation. And I’m sure taxing livestock isn’t it.
I can feel the season turning though, as I write, as the Earth tilts past midsummer and the year rolls on. The sky is overcast and the wind is changing, coming more westerly, with warm, Gulf Stream currents from the North Atlantic Drift that gives us our usually mild climate softening that hard, northerly bite and bringing flurries of damp. July is always a wet month, and we’re ready for it.
Shearing sheep is the order of the season. I work through the flock by hand as their fleeces rise through these dog days of high summer. It’s a mission to get through them before the month passes and the weather breaks. One of these years we’ll have the infrastructure to run the whole flock in and get the job done in one hit over a couple of days, but for now it’s a matter of catching whichever ones I can as the days permit, penning them for a couple of hours to ruminate and digest their morning’s forage so they’re not too full when I come back to shear them, a couple at a time.
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Carly, this is wonderful! I love all the photos, and getting to know some of the characters of your herd! Also, I am in awe of your beautiful grasslands, and the sheer amount of work and forethought and planning to keep it all working and healthy. I think you are amazing. 💕
Carly, this is wonderful! I love all the photos, and getting to know some of the characters of your herd! Also, I am in awe of your beautiful grasslands, and the sheer amount of work and forethought and planning to keep it all working and healthy. I think you are amazing. 💕
So gorgeous xxx